I would like to start this post by expressing once again my gratitude for this amazing chance I had by taking the MKE cours. I am even more grateful to be able to empower the first experience, by starting all over. I just will to pay it forward one day and change the life of the people around me with the life I began last year. I read three times per day, during one month “Today I begin a new life” and I had no idea how accurate that sentence is 😊.
Last week, during the sit, another layer of dust from the mirror went away and the image got clearer: I found the answer for a question I was reflecting since weeks. I was wondering why I obstinately attract in my life something I do not want. Why, the same pattern always and always ?! I started to have the feeling that it is me who create that pattern but I didn’t know how or why is it happening. Cristinica – the little girl unveiled during last year – must have been negotiating a lot with Mister Ego – fatty, obtuse and often very annoying Monsieur – in order to make him step away and allow me to see that truth.
During the sits I kept looking for the answer, I tryed to be an observer so I could see everithing from above. And the answer came. While running in the park, I was listening once again “As a man thinketh” by James Allen. (I always run better and longer while listening personal development books ☺). When I heard it: “Men do not attract that which they want, but that which they are.” I heard that so many times before but only this time, the information got into my cells. And it had hit me like a thunderbolt. The impact was so strong, I had to stop the run for few minutes to process that understanding. I knew it was the key I was looking for, I knew for what door the key is, I just needed to open the door and look behind it.
The next sit I got it: it was a piece of the puzzle I was not able to see in myself. Once I understood and felt that as a part of me, so many people around me came into my mind like a flash. And they all had and expressed that piece of the puzzle since always. It was in my face and I couldn’t see it so far because I was not able to recognise that in myself.
I am so overwhelmed by this epiphany, words are to humble to allow me express that gut feeling I have right now! I cannot describe neither the whole experience because it would take me the pages of a novel. I can just confirm that when you have questions to ask for yourself, life will always give you the answer, sooner or later.
Also, I see now blue rectangles everywhere 🙂
Last year, this subject was a “Let’s change the subject!” for me. I was not able to see them at all and I gave up even looking for them at one point. Just because they did not show up into the perfect shape and shade I would expect them to come, I was not able to recognise them. Nor to create them out of what I was given.
I guess, this is what happens when your beliefs are limited and shaped previously. You stop asking questions and you don’t react anymore creatively to the present.
Absolutely honest and you are breaking through the barrier of cinderblocks yaaa , thanks for sharing this is my understanding too in pieces thank you my dear
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Thank you for the feedback Cindy! So excited for the Now 🙂
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“You attract what you are”…that hit me like a ton of bricks. Thanks for sharing and for being so opened. Great Blog!
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Isn’t it powerful that truth?!? It hit me as well and woke me up somehow!
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I love it when things come to you when running! Great blog.
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I love that too Steve. Thanks for everithing. So far, it is an amazing journey 🙂
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Wow Christica, Lots of revelations for you, so awesome. You see that all of us, we are works in progress. How cool!
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Bedankt Jeannette! Happy to be in this journey together with you 🙂
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❤ 😉
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Fabulous insights this week! And what a way to write, Cristinica.
-A
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Thank you Alejandro. I am glad you liked it 🙂
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Great question how do we attract what we are? I am guessing by changing the world within. Great blog
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How true you are. Good going for thinking the way you are doing.
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